What I don’t post.
There’s so much I don’t share about myself. Since the beginning of the year, I’ve crossed two things off the list I’ve always wanted to do: study fight training and study drumming. I’ve been accomplishing things I never thought I could do, like wielding a machete and singing and drumming at the same time. But I don’t really talk about it. Am I keeping it for myself, or do I have a block around self-expression?
If we don’t post about it, did it ever really happen?
I feel an incredible connection to the Divine, to the goddesses, to the plants. But I feel silly writing about it. Guess I’m afraid of being judged.
But Stevie Nicks says “I see the crystal visions / I keep the visions to myself.”
And she also says “When the rain washes you clean you’ll know.”